A Time for Revival

Have you been hearing about revival recently like I have? This past February, Asbury College in Kentucky experienced a revival – one that started with a chapel service where the pastor preached on Romans 12.

“I hope you guys forget me but anything from the Holy Spirit and God’s Word would find fertile ground in your hearts and produce fruit,” he said. “Romans 12. That’s the star, okay? God’s Word and Jesus and the Holy Spirit moving in our midst, that’s what we’re hoping for.”

“Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.”

— Romans 12:1-2

After the service, students stayed in the chapel to pray – and they kept praying.

More students came and went, and some even stayed overnight so as to not miss what was happening. This continued for two weeks, with more than 50,000 people coming to the college to worship, pray, and praise the Lord. People said the feeling they experienced in that room was unlike any other. A sense of peace and the Holy Spirit on the move. 

Here’s a bit more about Christian revival, according to GotQuestions.org:

Revival refers to a spiritual reawakening from a state of dormancy or stagnation in the life of a believer. It encompasses the resurfacing of a love for God, an appreciation of God’s holiness, a passion for His Word and His church, a convicting awareness of personal and corporate sin, a spirit of humility, and a desire for repentance and growth in righteousness. Revival invigorates and sometimes deepens a believer’s faith, opening his or her eyes to the truth in a fresh, new way. It generally involves the connotation of a fresh start with a clean slate, marking a new beginning of a life lived in obedience to God. Revival breaks the charm and power of the world, which blinds the eyes of men, and generates both the will and power to live in the world but not of the world.

This whole definition is helpful. I have prayed for revival in my city, country, and world, but I haven’t fully grasped the meaning of that word. I certainly didn’t think about needing a revival in my own heart before any broader re-awakening can happen. Reading stories about what happened at Asbury College and listening to my old pastor passionately speak on revival has really made me think.

God’s revealed to me how much time I spend asking Him for things when praying and how little time I spend simply talking with Him.  I am quick to go through a list of prayers in my mind, things I need from God. I’ll praise Him for who He is, but then I’ll always move right on to the checklist of what I want Him to do for me. 

I’m not saying this is bad per say. Jesus wants us to come to Him with our whole hearts. He wants to know our requests. In fact, Philippians 4:6 says, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.”

Many of us have learned how to pray using the P.R.A.Y. method – praise, repent, ask, and yield. 

The problem for me is that I rarely yield. 

I spend so much time asking and so little time listening. I am usually focusing on myself, my needs, my desires, and my fears, but I forget to tune into the desires of the Father. 

 I long for revival in this world, and that revival starts with me.

The revival needs to happen in my own heart first.  

After my daughter was born, I pressed pause on this blog. I had to step away for some time because I didn’t know how to continue writing while taking care of two little kids. I was putting a lot of pressure on myself to keep posting content even when I was physically and emotionally drained from my full-time job as a mom. 

Around the same time, my husband and I also quit most social media. I still check Facebook marketplace and use Pinterest from time to time, but freeing myself from Instagram has been a super healthy decision. These two choices – pressing pause on the blog and stepping away from social media – have allowed God to work in my heart in deeper ways. 

He’s revealed so much sin and areas for growth in my life. I’ve realized I actually had to stop writing because my blog had become more about me than about Christ. I want my words to share truth and encourage others. I want to be the salt and light that I’m called to be. While I do think I was doing those things (or truly trying to), I also know that I was mentally caught up in a burning desire for more views, more likes, more clicks, more comments, etc. 

I’ve been more focused on living for this world than living for Christ. By God’s grace, this is something I’m continually working through. I have to keep confessing and turning back to Him. He keeps gently showing me that I have all I need for a godly life in Christ alone (2 Peter 1:3). Like the lyrics of Cody Carnes’ song “Nothing Else,” Lord, I just want you. I pray that is the song of my heart.

I want God to keep humbling me and reminding me this world is not my home. I want Him to revive my own heart more and more, and then I pray that would spread like wildfire all around me.

A Prayer From My Journal (That You Can Pray, Too):

Oh, Lord, I confess to you my anger. My irritability. My desire for control and approval, my jealousy, my pride, and my lack of contentment. You have given me everything I need for life and godliness! You redeemed me. You are the living water that satisfies in a way nothing else can. Thank you, God.

Create in me a clean heart, Lord. I need to die to be reborn. Destroy the sinful parts of me. You must increase, and I must decrease (John 3:30). Make it so!

Continue to reveal areas of sin and temptation in my life. Forgive me. Redeem me. Lead me along the right paths to walk in Your Way. 

I pray you revive my marriage and my parenting. Revive my work. Revive my friendships and family relationships. My church and community. Our schools and government and media. 

Lord Jesus, revive my soul.

In Your mighty name, I pray. Amen.

A Lesson in Motherhood

All I wanted to do was get dinner on the table.

My 1-year-old had ransacked our apartment, with books, blocks, pots, pans, and Cheerios everywhere. My stomach rumbled with hunger, I had loads of laundry to do after a week away, and my husband wouldn’t be home until late. 

When my son yanked open the cabinet under the kitchen sink for the countless time—pulling out the dishwasher detergent with delight—I lost it. “No!” I snapped at him, and he promptly burst into tears. 

Shame immediately washed over me like a wave. I knelt down and hugged my baby, rocking him back and forth as I prayed:

Lord, give me patience and the peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). I ask for joy in You and in the seemingly mundane parts of daily life. Thank you for this sweet son You’ve given me. He is a good and perfect gift (James 1:17). Help me to fix my eyes on You.

Prayer is not my natural inclination. Rather than running to the Lord, I wallow in worry and fear. I try to control situations on my own. I am quick to snap at others. I fail to be patient, joyful, and content. And often, I entirely ignore entirely God’s call on my heart to pray. 

God tells us to “not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.” (Philippians 4:6)

Do make our requests known to God? Do we pray with thanksgiving? He knows us intimately (Psalm 139:1-6), and He hears us when we call on Him (Jeremiah 29:12). 

Christ went to the cross for our sins. He died and rose again (1 Corinthians 15:3-4). He has swallowed up death in victory! (1 Corinthians 15:55) He alone can provide peace and joy in the midst of a pandemic, school closures, job losses, loneliness, illness, and grief. He is the light of the world (John 8:12), illuminating any darkness we face. 

In his book Prayer, Timothy Keller writes,

"Prayer is both conversation and encounter with God... We must know the awe of praising His glory, the intimacy of finding His grace, and the struggle of asking His help, all of which can lead us to know the spiritual reality of His presence."

We’re given the gift of prayer to communicate with God whenever we want. The God of heaven and earth wants to talk to us. Knowing that fills my heart with wonder and hope. 

Prayer should be a regular rhythm of our lives. Let us be women who start each day conversing with our Father and who continue that conversation without end.

May we be slow to speak and quick to listen. May we trust in our Father who is always good and always faithful. May prayer become the hallmark of our lives. May we “Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

Let Us Pray

LORD Jesus,

Where do I begin? My heart hurts. I am in shock over the pain, destruction, violence, fear, injustice, and outrage taking place on our streets, in our country. I feel sad. I feel angry. I feel scared. I don’t have the perfect words to say, but You do, God. Your words are faithful and true. You are our Shepherd. Light of the world. The peacemaker. The great I Am. And nothing is impossible for you, God.

We know that one day, You will abolish all evil and death. You will remain victorious, God. You are the Way, and You will make the eternal way for Your children—children who come from every tribe, every nation, and every tongue.

I don’t think it’s a coincidence that you have me studying Revelation right now. I also don’t think it’s a coincidence that much of what we are witnessing in the world today mirrors the revelation You gave to John. Deception, war, famine, death. For those who don’t know You, the outlook is bleak.

But thank you, Jesus, that You provide a way out.

You give us hope. You are the spotless lamb, who shed your blood for us on the cross. You tell us that all who believe in You will be saved!

“This is the message of faith that we proclaim: If you confess with your mouth, ‘Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. One believes with the heart, resulting in righteousness, and one confesses with the mouth, resulting in salvation. For the Scripture says, Everyone who believes on him will not be put to shame, since there is no distinction between Jew and Greek, because the same Lord of all richly blesses all who call on him. For everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”

— Romans 8b-13

Destruction is coming, but we know it’s not the end for those of us who love You. This earth is broken. We will suffer, and we will witness grave injustice here. Yet, You are good, and You are faithful. You are the ultimate just judge.

“There was a vast multitude from every nation, tribe, people, and language, which no one could number, standing before the throne and before the Lamb. They were clothed in white robes with palm branches in their hands. And they cried out in a loud voice:

Salvation belongs to our God, who is seated on the throne, and to the Lamb!” (Revelation 7:9-10)

This is amazing!

Every nation, tribe, people, and language. You wash us white as snow, God. Thank you.

Lord, we know from the time of Adam and Eve that this world is a fallen one. We look forward to heaven with great expectancy, and we trust that You are in the business of making all things new.

“Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. I also saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared like a bride adorned for her husband.

Then I heard a loud voice from the throne: Look, God’s dwelling is with humanity, and he will live with them. They will be his peoples, and God himself will be with them and will be their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; grief, crying, and pain will be no more, because the previous things have passed away.

Then the one seated on the throne said, “Look, I am making everything new.” He also said, “Write, because these words are faithful and true.” Then he said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. I will freely give to the thirsty from the spring of the water of life. The one who conquers will inherit these things, and I will be his God, and he will be my son. But the cowards, faithless, detestable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars—their share will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is their second death.” (Revelation 21:1-8)

Come, Lord Jesus, come.

Amen.